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Wednesday, December 4th, 2002
1:38 am - for all of this im better of without you
Well, This is my last post......

ok, I made another live journal, if you really care about me, and wanna read stuff about me/poetry and lyrics, feel free to ask me for my new account name, other then that, see you later live journal people.

current mood: confused

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Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
5:07 pm - Early November
Looking in your eyes
Praising every moment because you're my only light
Reading the stares at your passion that bears me now
Shedding no little tears
The silence scares us more than leaving could


Come back
Please don't leave me now
I'll be all that you need in life
Because I can't live without you and
I know all that you need
I can give you everything
When you're so far you'll forget about me

Waiting by your side
Knowing every moment is closer to your flight
Upset with the past, but it's all that holds us now
Believing no lies, telling each other we'll be fine forever



But I'll wait
I could never leave those beautiful eyes
I know you're sorry
I know what you must be going through
And I feel sorry for you

But please don't leave me now

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12:48 am - Don't you love those leaves?
I was thinking, you know since I've been out of high school, my life style has kind of changed, I barly hang out with anyone I did when I first left high school, expect for the selcet few that I see atleast everyday to every other day....I use to hang out with Brent, John, (and fake id....the drive) alot, then I didn't for awhile, now I hang out with them alot and i'm alot closer with there whole band now, and even the mulligan family. I've either left alot of people behide, or they left me behide, and either way, I'm fine with it, cuz I'm happy with the way things are. I guess there are different paths to be taken, and different ones were taken. And that ok with me. I like the way my life is, I want a better job though, and maybe a girlfriend and I guess my life would be 100% AOK, but for now, I mean it's pretty damn good.....So I guess heres to a New Year, New adventures,New music, New Friends, New Loves......



Taking%20Back%20Sunday
What long island hardcore band are you?

brought to you by QuizillaI'm Taking Back Sunday

current mood: grateful

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Monday, December 2nd, 2002
2:16 am - have another drink and drive yourself home
I just got home from the movie life, brand new, orange island and the drive (formaly fake id) show. It was pretty sweet. It was so weird like being in the same room with brand new and the movie life just like chillin for 2 hours, brand new were kind of dicks, well just jesse mainly, he def thinks he is sweeter then he really is. The movie life was wicked cool, so was orange island, and brand news merch guy/tour manger was the man. It was pretty fun, I got to walk around and act like I was the man, I walked outside, and went in side a bunch of times before the show to look imporant haha, the show was sold out so that was pretty sweet, I didn't sell a boat load of merch, but money was made....anyhow I'm still looking for a girlfriend!!!!!

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Sunday, December 1st, 2002
3:10 am
I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall

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Saturday, November 30th, 2002
2:42 am - out past the electric lines Out where no one will ever know my name
I dyed my hair tonight, I fucked up, and it looks bad, there goes my chances of a girl ever liking me again. IF you can help me fix my hair, please let me know.

anyhow, I drove around the cape tonight, as my friend (won't name, names) fucked his girlfriend in the back seat, they were both butt ass naked.....Have you ever had the pleasure of smelling sex, in tight quaters before? Let me tell you something, it's not the best smell ever.

I was suspose to meet some chick tonight, but she stood us up, not a surpise, didn't see that one comming.....

god, my hair looks so bad.....god, i'm so lonely...god, i'm so pathetic....some save me

current mood: weird

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Thursday, November 28th, 2002
1:55 am - If I were king of this night, would you become my queen?
Saves The Day......was sooooo fucking good, I think they are so much better with Chris playing guitar, they just seemed to have so much more engery.....man I love them, they are so awesome.....Emily is my new hero....she beats up boys....Some people made out infront of brent and 10 times, so after the tenth time, the people around us starting to notice the trend of the two love birds, so I thought I would take it apon myself to play with the guys ear while he was making out.....Once again Saves The Day, was wonderful....They played all the songs I wanted to hear, they played a new one!!!! and they mixed up between songs from stay what you are, and through being cool, and they played jessie and my whetstone, and take our cars now electric!!!!! god it was awesome!!! Oh Ya, on the way home Brent and I ended up in CT.....don't ask

current mood: bouncy

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Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
9:57 am
Make your way down the face
of everything you know
go so far see other places and
other people i wont know about

and breathe in deep let it out slow
did you hear its all my fault again
i know why no one else knows
why im here all alone again

make it sound so good that
i wont be right and i walk alone tonight
outside my house and outside my mind
no matter what i say im never right

breathe in deep let it out slow
did you hear its all my fault again
i know why no one else knows
why im here all alone again

breathe in deep let it out slow
did you hear me...GO GO GO

breathe in deep let it out slow
did you hear me just go go go


Yes, Snow day, thats what i would be saying if i was still in high school, but cuz i'm not, it's just like everyother day, expect we have that cold white stuff...I love the snow, I just wanna get naked and roll around in it, my uncle did that one time, he lost his weiner to frost bite, thats why I don't have any cousins....anyone, if I roll around naked with a naked chick, the body heat will keep us from dying, so I need a girl to roll around naked with me.....;)

current mood: Naked

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Tuesday, November 26th, 2002
1:36 am - she burns
I saw Mike for the first time since he got out of boot camp, he is the man, I missed him alot, but now he is back.....I'm so happy for him, he is doing something with his life, thats more then I can say.......I found out tonight that Beav has a girlfriend now....what the fuck, beav has a girlfriend!!!! why don't I have one? I'm working on it though, cuz a broads got friends, and beavs broad has friends, so a good word here and there for greg, and bang in no time, I will have a girlfriend....I feel I need a girlfriend now, cuz if all goes as planned, I'm not gonna be around this summer.... Anyhow I need a girlfriend, so if you know anyone who needs a boyfriend, or if you, yourself needs a boyfriend (Girls only) just let me now, then we can set up an interview.......

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Sunday, November 24th, 2002
10:50 pm
did you notice I was afraid?
I thought I'd run out of things to say,
two more hours until today burns this away,
and it starts all over again,
the sky will never look the same again,
till you show me how it could be


busy fucking weekend......friday did something don't remember....Saturday....Band Practice with my new band, with alittle work, we may be pretty good, then went over brents and went to boston for a fake id show, it was so sick...I get there like 6 girls are all up in my grill asking me random qestions about myself, then we they realize i'm just the some what cute merch boy, they kind of backed away and didn't talk to me for the rest of the night hahaha, then like 20 kids walked us around boston and found us places to eat, Ben and I stuck together with some of the kids, it was alot of fun, Ben is the fucking man....on the walk back Nick and I had some male bonding time, it was a nice talk with nick, he is also the man.....Then today I hit up the studio with the Fake Id boys, we watched the pats game in the basement of the place.....I hooked Emily up with some promo shots for fake id....

man it's about that time, where i hang out with a girl and or go out with them for a month...so if you wanna be that girl let me know....maybe this time I can make the girl stick around for 2 months.....we will see ;)

current mood: flirty

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Friday, November 22nd, 2002
3:25 pm - who wnats tickets!!!
ok first off lets talk bussiness: Two John Mayer Tickets for this sunday at the Ryan Center at URI an intermet night with John Mayer, Tickets cost me $75 bucks will sell for $50 or best offer.....


anyhow I got practice with my BRAND NEW BAND tomorrow, were haaaardcore guy


so buy the tickets

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Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
12:54 am - Every dream you dream you bought
Ok, so i've been thinking....When I grow up I'm gonna play baseball for the Phillies, and be Lenny Dykstra....then marry Gwyneth Paltrow, i know i know, it sounds crazy, but you just wait and see

IF you don't know Lenny Dykstra then go to this site
http://www.pubdim.net/baseballlibrary/ballplayers/D/Dykstra_Lenny.stm


(haha I need a girlfriend or something, i have way to much time on my hands)

current mood: crazy

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Sunday, November 17th, 2002
11:40 pm - it took bites out of her insides....
god, i hate being at my house, my dad has been the biggest D-bag towards me lately, nothing I do pleases him anymore. I hope I can leave this summer,that would be sick, and if that doesn't happen, then i will move out. I don't know what he wants from me.....

oh ya, I'm starting a mafia, I need a few good people to join...let me know if you want in, Just call me Don McMorrow

anyhow thats my bitching for the week....

oh ya, I'm also on a mission for Emily...she is also on a mission for me....lets all hope that both missions work out haha

and now a quote from the godfather:
Friendship is everything. Friendship is more than talent. It is more than government. It is almost the equal of family. Never forget that..."

current mood: listless

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Saturday, November 16th, 2002
2:25 am - In Other Words
Another night slips away
In other words i should say
There are no words he should say
There are no words

In his eyes I see the fear
That only time could DISAPPEAR
If only time could reappear
Now's the time

Somethin’ to take it away to take it away to take it
Don’t let it stay don’t let it stay don’t let it

The butterflys are passive aggresive and put their problems on the shelf but they’re beautiful
He’ll realize the only thing thats real are the kids that kid themselves and the demise of the beautiful
What is beautiful?

The multi-life is better than
The one we’re in the one we knew
Cause everyone is seein’ through everyone

They’re steppin’ on
His gold terrain
He’s movin’ on with bold refrain
His blatently old campaign
Is movin’ on

Somethin’ to take it away to take it away to take it
Don’t let it stay don’t let it stay don’t let it

The butterflys are passive aggresive and put their problems on the shelf but they’re beautiful
He’ll realize the only thing thats real are the kids that kid themselves and the demise of the beautiful
What is beautiful?

What can’t stay goes away

It starts stopping when it stops stopping


download this song right now Ben Kweller "In Other Words", I've had this cd for awhile and I have never really listened to it that hard before, but this song, is just amazing, please if you ever only do one thing for me, do this....


s'il vous plaît tourner votre tête vers moi

current mood: melancholy

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Thursday, November 14th, 2002
1:20 am - i didn't mean to yell, i'm having a bad week, and i miss my mom
man, that "what jesry band are you quiz" was waaaaaay off, "constanly heart broken, but always looking to impress the ladies"....I'm nothing like that!!!! alright ok, thats pretty much me in the nut shell, Ladies I'm single ;)

not to much to report....been selling some knifes lately, thats about it......


J'aimerais vous embrasser. .....only si vous avez su

current mood: groggy

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Tuesday, November 12th, 2002
2:44 pm
You%20are%3A%20Saves%20The%20Day.%20Constantly%20heartbroken%2C%20yet%20always%20looking%20to%20impress%20the%20ladies.
What New Jersey band are you?

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current mood: relaxed

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Monday, November 11th, 2002
2:15 pm - I let you get too close yeah, I let you get too close I've let You Get Too Close
My favorite line Was, "Can I call you sometime?" No matter, how hard I try
I just can't get you off of my mind


This weekend was pretty sweet.....Thursday: Brew and a Movie with john and Brent....This weeks eposide was Spiderman.....Friday: Fake Id show, sold alot of merch, it was a pretty good show....Saturday: Sold some knifes, Hung out with Beav, Steve and Matt Fun times haha....Sunday: Sat around and watched football all day.....Today: My last Knife salesman class, Then probably hanging out with Brent......

I really like the knife salesman job, but I think I can do way better finding a sales job, so I'm gonan keep this for a few months then start searching for bigger money

current mood: crazy

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Saturday, November 9th, 2002
2:25 am
I'm gonna lay it all on the line when i say this..... I'm the most random kid, but I also am the man, not gonna get into detail.....all you need to know is I am......,the man.

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Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
2:16 pm - Mitt Romeny Likes Boys!!!!
Lie awake, wondering,
If things could have been much different.
Second chance, what's become
Of a friendship if you can call this one?

You let me down for the last time,
Truth prevails
And theres nothing you can hide.
And I wash my hands of you,
Getting on with my life.

Getting on with my life...
I'm getting on with my life...

Wanna call and catch up.
But no matter what know you still suck.
Took the drugs from my friends,
Whatever were you thinkin?

And the shit remains the same
It makes no difference
In this stupid world we know.


I didn't have power in my house from 6am to 3:30am yesterday, almost 24hours w/o power and or heat, if fucking sucked, then you realize you miss the things you take for granted....

I got my first class on being a saleman tonight :)

buy some knifes from me!!!

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Monday, November 4th, 2002
11:09 pm - crash into me
Oh , my love I came to you
with best intentions
You laid down down and gave to me
just what I'm seeking

Celebrate we will
Because life is short
But sweet for certain
We're climbing two by two
to be sure these days continue
Things we cannot change...
Things we cannot change


Guess what!!!!

What???

I got a new job!!!

No Way!!!

Yes Way!!

What do you do?

Well I'm a kitchen knife salesmen, for a bussiness called Cutco, out of Raynham....out of like 15 people there I was the only one who got hired!!!

really???

ya, and Wed-thru Friday I have to take some classes on being a good salemen, and I have to wear a shirt and tie!!!

wow, greg, your a salesman

You damn right i am, so kids tell your parents to buy knifes from me cuz I get 16bucks just for coming to your house, and when i sell stuff, I get 19% of the totally amount I sold, and when I get better the % goes up to 25, then 30, 35, and so on

current mood: accomplished

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